Dark gloomy cloud engulfs me. It's scary depression with world ending sorrow. Yet another one in my life. Roads gonna be bumpy. overly emotional. never felt soo isolated. same question over and over. what's the point? will i ever get to feel normal again? number of years with mental disorder is more than number of years without one. i feel like a glass shattered into million pieces. i need to tolerate this because i cannot imagine how much pain my sister and mom will go through if i cease to exist. it will be devastating to them. after struggling for all their lives they have started to live life just now. i cannot ruin their life. i need help, support.
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